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(no subject) [Mar. 30th, 2006|01:33 pm]

[mood |thoughtful]

I wonder... it's normal to not feel anything?
To feel a vaquity inside the stomach, even when you are full of food?
There are times, when I find myself, like detached...like if I am looking from a window to the outside, not entirely in my body.

Recently, I don't feel anything. Nor anger, nor fear, not even the hot tremors of my body.
I know I am healthy, so I am not sick or anything like that.
It's just a strange feeling of emptiness.

Yet, it's not...unwelcome
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(no subject) [Mar. 14th, 2006|06:09 pm]

Some things just tend to stick at the back of your mind. One of those things for me, tends to be the repeating...

You wouldn't do anything drunk/high that you wouldn't do sober/clean.

I recognize this as the start to a bad circle for myself, something that I can't accept, but cannot deny either. In the interests of truly getting better, I put this out and ask you... is it true in your experience?

Give me truth, even if it is hard. Sometimes that's what you need to start building back up again.
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(no subject) [Mar. 10th, 2006|11:25 pm]

[mood |indifferent]

Tired, too tired. Couldn't be around since I got here.
Not nice to be beaten down the first week of classes either.
My jaw's still sore.
I want to become stronger, or more skilled at fighting.
But even if I get angry and summon all my will to strike, I never really cause damage.
I'm too weak.
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(no subject) [Feb. 25th, 2006|11:22 pm]

To anyone that can answer it, but to Seth specifically if you're around.

What happens to the essence of a human soul after the human dies?
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(no subject) [Feb. 21st, 2006|07:31 pm]

[mood |embarrassed]

I think I left my woobie at your place the day you talked with me...and...c-could you..look for it, please? It's blue and knitted, m-might look a bit old.
I-I can't sleep without it at night...sorry.
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(no subject) [Feb. 20th, 2006|11:58 pm]

This is... a thank you, to everyone that cared to respond when I...

When things were bad.

I know that you had no reason to, but... I wanted to say thank you, because it helped... a lot when I actually started to try and get things back together.

Maybe... talk sometime... about.... stuff...

Anyway, thanks again.

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Bal-eh-er...Seth...want to ask you a favor... [Feb. 17th, 2006|12:47 pm]

[mood |worried]

Could you...show my letter to 'Soka, please?
*deep sigh* I didn't called you baldie...

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Happy Lovers Day! [Feb. 14th, 2006|05:14 pm]


With much love!

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(no subject) [Feb. 12th, 2006|11:33 pm]

I have an... unusual request to make.

I need the talents of a hacker, a skilled one. See me.
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(no subject) [Feb. 12th, 2006|02:02 pm]

So... what happens now?
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